# 2
artist's note: here commences the separation from the inferior you...
a recollection of the time i ve spent dying on a hospital bed. not to gloat much about hospitals. it was one of their vaccines that got me there in the first place. i turned nineteen on their sickly beds, and spent 10 days in it. i was quarantined, and the window only gave way to a panoramic view of a mental hospice.
the people talking are public domain old star trek selections.
the riffs used near the end gave me a hallucinogenic feel, so to serve function not as much as fashion, they were added it and repeated throughout as many beats as possible in the song. this, because of the hallucinogenic nature of the prescription drugs they pumped me up with while i was refusing to die.
the image is this because i was waiting for this guitar, which had supposed to arrive at an earlier time, and kept me going.
lyrics
[lyx]
- - -
(audio transcript)
'most common question to ask would be, where am i ?
now then, tell me. what did you feel before you pased out ?
(want to see just how fast i can put you in a hospital ?)
i ve lost patients before but not like that.
here, i ve already done the preliminary work. - it s a pity you wasted your live on command.
i am preparing a medical log entry.
well, that s that.
i m asking you to report for an examination.
this is marvelous. severe brain hemorrhaging, due to distortion of all neuro-systems.
he looks human, but of course that doesn t mean a thing.
call security, i wanna have some checks run on this man.
("you see the knowledge of death changes everything, if i were to tell you the exact date and time of your own death, it would shatter your world completely" - saw II)
you had a normal emotion, you were startled.
** laughs **
** group chuckle **
well, it could have been worse.
that s a laugh.
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a medical team standing by to receive the patient.
your chances of survival are not promising.
he may be drugged, hypnotized, or psychotic
( artist's note: **like modern everyday people** )
there s no longer a choice,
i have to operate immediately.
** heavy riffing **
seems so unreal.
the thought is much worse.
very impressive.
-a man never knows how much is real, and how much is imagination-
...
-eat some solid food, will you ?
**song morph** "no"
i ll tell you what you need and when you need it.
the thought is much worse.
the thought is much worse. ...when you need it.
i m giving him shots of formazine. it should have him climb the walls.
killers! ( i won t let you! )
assassins! i won t let you. i ll kill you first.
( artist's note: the aspect of duality )
murderers! assassins!
... now look. we may all die here, at least let us die like men.
i ve convinced myself that this is all quadro scene hallucination.
( artist's note: kinda sounds like this dimension; quadro mens picture )
bob: 'the fuck am i ?
drugs intoxication. bio analysis on the tapes prove that conclusively.
bob: *spits* where the fuck am i ?
bob: and what will happen with those that refuse to die ?
**song split**
bob: refuse to die
what happened is medically impossible.
bob: i refuse to die
you re far from alright.
bob: now wait a minute
i tend to agree
bob: no
you re sick.
bob: no
i recommend survival.
bob: ...refuse...
refuse.
- - - there s only one thing.
refuse.
- - - you say.
refuse,
- - - to the god of death.
i m alive ?
i m ali-ive.
i m alive.
oh god...
- - - not today.
refuse to die.
not today.
i wanna play a game. ( saw reference )
( artist's note: here commences the separation from the inferior you )
*fadeout*
bob: get the fuck up
*fade in*
- - - let that be a lesson to you, just lie there and be happy you re still alive. - - -
credits
from i am so random i'm invisible,
released March 10, 2014
public domain 60's star trek.
guitars recorded in 2009
bass recorded in 2014
2009 - 2014 no rights reserved.
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year old painter with a sweet tooth for metal and an appetite for mystical and spiritual knowledge, whilst masturbating over the internet.
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